Canadian journalist Amanda Lindhout, freed after 15 months of captivity in
war-torn Somalia, said Wednesday she was isolated, beaten and tortured, and
dreamed of walking through Vancouver's Stanley Park to stay sane and not lose
hope.
Lindhout, from Sylvan Lake in central
Alberta, and Australian photographer Nigel Brennan were kidnapped Aug. 23, 2008.
Somali officials said they were released Wednesday, 459 days after their ordeal
began.
Early Thursday, Mohamed Abdullahi,
Somalia's national security minister, said the pair had flown to neighbouring
Kenya in a chartered plane.
Journalists waiting at the airport
were not able to speak to them because they were in a convoy of vehicles full of
government soldiers and African Union peacekeepers.
Stories and reports conflicted about
how much, if any, ransom was paid and by whom.
Lindhout said the families of the two
hostages paid some money for her release, but didn't know how much.
Her captors had demanded anywhere
from US$1 million to US$2.5 million during the ordeal. Some published reports
said $1 million was paid, but didn't say by whom.
In Somalia, one police spokesman
refused to say if ransom was paid, while another said, on condition of
anonymity, that US$700,000 was paid.
The 28-year-old freelance journalist
had worked as a TV reporter in foreign hotspots such as Africa and Iraq, when
she went to Somalia - a poor, war-torn land on the Horn of Africa - on Aug. 20,
2008, to work for a French TV channel.
Three days later, she and Brennan
drove out with local helpers to Afgooye to report on people in camps displaced
by the violence but they didn't get return.
Armed gunman grabbed them roadside
along with their Somali translator. The translator was released six months
later, but not Lindhout and Brennan.
It became 15 months of physical and
emotional torture.
Lindhout said she was kept in a
darkened room for almost the entire time. She was fed very little, allowed to go
to the bathroom five times a day.
They beat her, tortured her, kept her
for months on end in dark, windowless rooms, she said.
They moved her from house to house to
keep ahead of authorities, 11 places by her count. Most were in Mogadishu, but
they travelled as far as Chisimayu, 400 kilometres to the south.
"There were some pretty dark
moments," she said. "It was the idea of coming home, a reunion with my family
that kept me going.
"In that darkness, I would try to
escape in my mind to a sunny place, usually Vancouver. I would imagine running
around Stanley Park, and that would keep me going."
Back in Canada, former Alberta MP Bob
Mills, who represented Lindhout's riding, and organizations such as Reporters
Without Borders worked to secure her release. Websites dedicated to her plight
demanded more action from Prime Minister Stephen Harper's government.
"I met with the family a couple of
weeks back and everybody was getting frustrated, but still hopeful that
something like this would ultimately happen," said Mills in an interview from
Red Deer, Alta.
"It's great for the family. It's a
wonderful Christmas present."
The captors, Lindhout said, figured
they were sitting on a gold mine and that her family, like everyone else in
Canada, were millionaires.
Every couple of months they would
shove a scripted message at her, demand she call her mother in Canada and make
her pay.
"The money wasn't coming quickly
enough for these men, and they seemed to think if they beat me enough, then when
I was able to speak with my mother ... I would be able to say the right thing to
convince her to pay the ransom."
The calls were difficult.
"It was great to hear my mother's
voice, but the conversations were very short. My mother wasn't allowed to ask
questions and I also wasn't allowed to say what I wanted to say."
When the family didn't pay,
frustration mounted. The kidnappers had her call Canadian media outlets with
similarly scripted pleas for help to put pressure on the government to pay.
"They always had it in their minds
that if my family wasn't going to pay, the government was going to pay.
"They thought if they kept trying and
using the media, eventually the government would cave and pay my ransom."
Sarah Geddes read a statement on
behalf of Lindhout's family.
"Jon and Lorinda have asked me to
express their eternal gratitude to those who have and continue to support them
through this ordeal...," Geddes said in Calgary.
"If there is anything positive to
come from this horrific ordeal, it's a renewed belief that human compassion is
alive and well; that there are still people in this world who are willing to put
their own interests aside for the genuine benefit of others..."
Geddes also asked the media to
respect the family's privacy and to stop releasing any further information until
Lindhout and Brennan were safely out of Somalia.
"The limited few who are privy to the
true details of this case will not be saying anything more publicly at this
time. Anyone else who agrees to an interview is doing so without facts."
Brennan's sister-in-law Kellie
Brennan told reporters in Sydney, Australia, that the family is overjoyed, but
also stressed that he and Lindhout weren't out of danger yet.
"In terms of Nigel's health, he will
receive a full medical check once they are in a safe location....as soon as he
is safe and fit to fly he will be coming home," Brennan said.
In Ottawa, Peter Kent, minister of
state for foreign affairs, said Wednesday, "We're delighted she has been
released."
Kent wouldn't comment on what role,
if any, Canada played in securing her release. He wouldn't comment on reports of
ransom being paid except to reiterate that there has been no change in the
government's policy to not pay for hostages.
Lindhout said two weeks ago there was
movement in the talks, which eventually led to her and Brennan being handed over
to negotiators in Mogadishu Wednesday.
Now comes time to rest up.
"I guess I have to sort of sit down
and re-evaluate my life," she said. "And I just want to take the next couple of
months and spend it with my family."
Somalia has been essentially lawless
for almost two decades. The government controls parts of the African Horn
country, but the rest is in the hands of feuding warlords and Islamic rebels.
Food shortages are common, as is violence and kidnapping of foreigners. Somali
pirates have attacked foreign ships and taken some 200 hostages in coastal
waters.
Throughout her ordeal, the public
reaction to Lindhout's plight had been sympathy mixed with arched eyebrows over
why someone would put herself willingly - and, said some, naively - in harm's
way. Foreign workers in Somalia usually travel in convoys guarded by well-armed
mercenaries.
That debate raged anew in Internet
chat rooms Wednesday. Comments ranged from the compassionate to the cruel
Lindhout said she believes her
captors were driven only by money, not ideology. They will have no trouble, she
said, slipping into the obscurity of Somalia's lawless underworld.
"I don't think we ever really saw the
leaders of this, so we would never be able to identify them, and I think they'll
be able to leave the country, which I think they're planning to do, easily."